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Promise

by Pariahav

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1.
Adrift 02:08
drifter shapeshifter I can't escape this now unless you can now show me how
2.
Tear Me Up 05:31
Castaway, forlorn, adrift for life Abandoned for so long Overwhelmed by feelings long gone Tearing down my walls Carried by the fateful tides Taken back where meaning lies Torn apart by kindest souls Searching for a hold to hang on All I wished for in the rain All my hopes Were lost and found Don’t tear me up Don’t tear me up Don’t tear me up Never meant to cause pain to you Precious time runs through my hands Yet you drag me down while I'm drowning out Wish I was both here and there All I wished for in the rain All my hopes Were lost and found Don’t tear me up Don’t tear me up Don’t tear me up Just tell me if you need me If there’s nothing left for me All I wished for in the rain All my hopes Were lost and found Don’t tear me up Don’t tear me up Don’t tear me up
3.
Drifting back like an anchor in the sand And the flight of your days is still wasted in aband No man's land, only home you’ve ever had And you wonder just when will your life begin Heart still holding all you knew Searching for what is not there for you Wandering, looking for sign, to find out If this is all there is to life Make believe only to find the day You don't even know if you're alive In your Heart still holding all you knew Searching for what is not there for you
4.
A wish to stay, you float away The words we held above the waterline A memory wakes but won't remain To break the chain of all this needing The empty sea, in harmony The grey alone will take these thoughts away No light today, the sun astray I'm falling off the sky of dreaming I’m tired of lies, I’m tired of people, I’m tired of smoke, I’m tired of mirrors Now all the rain, so cold today My memory lanes are washed away A masquerade beneath the waves You turned away, from my decay Now all the colours will fade away I’m tired of lies, I’m tired of people, I’m tired of smoke, I’m tired of mirrors
5.
Promise 03:38
Remember all the words I said? The only lines I ever meant I vowed to never let me go But foreign dreams take their toll All I wished to be All that I meant to be The promise I made I'll try to keep But fear that I can’t hold on I can’t ask you for forgiveness I only hope you understand You didn’t lose your grip, it was me who let go Now I truly am no more The words that I said still shelter me But holding me up, no more The promise I made I tried to keep
6.
Chantress 02:08
7.
Angel 06:51
Lost in the moonlight alone Away from the eden of home You brought light to lives' weary grove Heal all you can to thaw The winter you hide inside Search for a haven to find A reason to wake alive You’ll open your wings, shelter all To feel whole inside bleeding heart And leave hope, in kindness hiding truth Of you lie awake while stars beneath are dying behind smile you’re hiding Anything to live in that smile You’ll open your wings, shelter all To feel whole inside bleeding heart And leave hope, in kindness hiding truth Of you
8.
Kindred souls Felt like we had known A life ago untold Yearning hearts Across our stars A longing gaze apart Always doubt The truth so loud Afraid to let them out Countless times In dreamer’s mind The hopeful stars align Keep me holding on When this life is gone Lost in breaking ties Please don’t pass me by Cold burn inside, Like cord untwined, Your hope in mine Deep half light moon inside If all you lied is true Queen of May I wish you’d take Away the war I wage Hold these tears I nursed in fear Dissolved when you appeared Siren’s call To break our walls The ones we built so tall All we own To save our soul Is chance of love we hold Keep me holding on When this life is gone Lost in breaking ties Please don’t pass me by Cinders alive Two souls in mine Our hopes entwined But I’m forlorn if all you hide inside your eyes is true Why does youth come undone All these years so fleeting Grasp for one touch in this life Make it all worthwhile again Let your stars align and see For one moment all is right Why does faith come undone All these vows we’ve broken Hold on to love across these stars Keep it safe inside our hearts All we have, to be of love The light inside when you are gone
9.
Awaiting for the morning The solace in your arms I found to rest You found me in the cold And gave me a window to a life I never had But I never told you all that you mean to me And I never gave you all that I wished to give Only emptiness to hold me, still longing for a time that failed to last The darkness inside falling, I wish the sun would set inside my eyes But I never showed you how truly I care And I never told you how sorry I am Now you’re just a memory Now you’re just a memory (and I won’t miss you anymore) Now you’re just a memory and you can’t hurt me anymore Now you’re just a memory and I won’t miss you anymore Now you’re just a memory and I won’t Now you’re just a memory

about

Thanks to all the friends who contributed to this album. And sorry for it all being so rushed. Maybe some day I will learn.

Also thanks to all the other friends/family I hold dear. And thanks to everyone who has supported this in any way (shoutout to the legend who paid 5 bucks for 'Ocean'!)

I feel restless and old fashioned, with all the taste but half the passion.

I don't really know what to write here. I hope you find the dreamy floatiness of Promise as soothing as I do.


This is for all the angels.
The light in me recognizes the light in you.

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released September 9, 2021

Written, produced and mixed by AV.

Taika - Vocals
Antti - Vocals, guitars, bass, keyboards, programming, soundscapes
Tuomas - guitar solo in 'Angel'

Photographs by Tomi

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